September 2015

Back to blog again after 2 years of resolution ... I put smile on my face and I walk the world! Follow my heart and enjoy my life!!

New outfits

Sometime I surprised how I look in different outfits ...

Moon watching

Moon watching - tonight moon is crescent moon...middle of the night, things annoy me, sleepless comes up, I would make a cup of coffee, sitting outside, watching moon...
A picture I took couple months ago...back in May 2013

Ride on my bike

Not many people from my city know how to ride a bike. My dad taught me when I was little. While I am lucky that I can ride on a bike, to enjoy the fun.

Talk

Lets just don't talk, and it might be the simplest way to avoid a conversation.
Lets just don't talk, and just wish things will turn up naturally.
Lets just don't talk, and make the music does their job.
Lets just don't talk...

Traffic

Living without traffic for years, then live with traffic everyday!!!

mysterious

Slowly moving forwards...

New day

Today is a day to start new.
Promise it won't be something old, it is a new day!

Love

What is love?
Love should be in everyday's life; love can add more freedom in life...
love is when I suddenly want to watch a picture, he will jump and join; even though have meeting in the morning, still willing to share a fine wine at club in the evening; walk along the beach or mountain hill in a middle of hot summer day; watch same tv channel regardless like it or not; love is about someone who's willing to share my time!
This is life, when I die I wouldn't know if I've been happy or not.

A day

I found its easier to talk to someone you don't know much about than to someone you've shared life with... I want to have a general conversation, though I wish I had not said anything...

Happy Chinese New Year

The best part of celebrating Chinese New Year is hearing my Chinese name from families, friends and receiving new year greetings!


I laughed, smiled, talked... enjoyed to be loved!

Happy New Year! The year of snake!!!

isolated

I choose to be isolated, I mean from everyone.
Time to say bye, time to move on, time to look forwards, time to remember, time for myself...
Woo... hard day though don't cry... It will be fine...

Feet, mud, sea

Remind me times when I was little...

Never say never

I never would learn to swim, scared me too much about the water... I did my first swimming class today... not drowned... very pleased!!
I am pleased to be able to challenge myself, I find extremely cheerful!!!
Again never say never...

Face saving

What about face saving and why people want it so much? What scare them and what will they lose exactly?
I am very impatient in many ways, though there are times I will choose to give in to buy some time of peace. The reason I choose to live overseas is that I won't need to deal with this shit! In fact, shit happens no matter what and where!!
People are formed in different ways, due to lots of reasons. The way they've been brought up with, the education they've received, the experience they had...etc... I will say those matters will turn people into different shapes.
Though why face saving again? What exactly are we looking for in a long term relationship? It's not about form a family, creat a child, build a house, have repeated daily life. I remembered I used to say to a person I loved years ago "my existence is about your happiness". How many of us will not just say it at THE time but react on the words no matter what takes?
Of course there are many ways to argue it, though by end of the day, if face saving is all people can do in a relationship, it is extremely sad!

Chinese

Many Chinese are busy doing three things in life: bring up one child, pay off house mortgage, and save money! What they are missing out is about enjoying themselves?!
Though I maybe wrong... Somehow I wish I am wrong ...

Morning

Waken up by mosquitoes bites...though when I looked out the window, wow nice peaceful view indeed!
Quickly made myself a cup of coffee, and jumped into the forest woods, regardless few more bites, deeply breathed through the air, followed by birds singing...coffee was good...

Believe

I think I better go to confession first. My faith's a little bit shaken at the moment...though its about the time to find out the truth...or have more drinks :-)

Say hi in 2013

2013 will be a great year! Happiness,friendship and love is what I live for! Cheers...

Tiring

Woods are beautiful because they are natural, inartificial...though people are hard sometime because they have too much demands of others...

Let It Fall

Should I just let it fall, before wind clears up the sky... Should I just let it fall, before lights switch off...turn the music on and on and on...

Right thing

In life I tried to do all the right things, go to school, get reasonable mark, proceed higher education, get a good job, earn good money, find a preeminent man...
Though life wasn't exactly like paint a beautiful picture...I escaped from the school, I got caught by head of school where played badminton in restricted area,I played game right before the big exam in my days, I ....no details as too many of them...
This is me, don't fake, or try not to, don't enjoy in saving face, though love the truth!

Life Without Barriers

few snaps in welly...

Few Snaps

SUNDAY AFTERNOON

Hamilton centre place...

GREAT FOOD

great food, great time...I snapped on taste of Auckland a few weeks ago... I will return to their proper restaurant for a real deal...

cheers to love and health

SOMETIMES IN LIFE

sometimes in life, i don't know who i am, and what i want.
i start thinking or reviewing my life -happiness and unhappiness! i start taking actions to make sure that i will be happier in life.
then i realise the problem, though i know the change will cause lots of consequences. though i will need to believe in myself.
decisions in life are not easy to make, there are always risks to pay off by end of the day.
i think i will like to give a go!

A LITTLE BETTER

i want to be a little bit better all the time in everything i do.

CHALLENGE

every day we may need to face a challenge. new food, new job, new assignment, new people, new something. these changes, like it or not they happen all the times. i always like the positive part of it, which lead me to the next move.
recently i had a new job interview, long process was not something you can imagine it. though i did not get the job in the end, though i love it. just the fact i've done it myself, i put every effect in it, i meet new people where i may not meet them in my life.
it certainly was a challenge, though i had fun of it. 

BALANCE

i wont say time fly, cause each time i mentioned it, normally around 12 months time cycle, far too scary even for me to mention it.
friend i made 6 months ago, can be in 12-24hours flight distance.
Just let me know you are still breathing - that's how making me breath, even stronger.
let's simply say hey, and a firm huge for all your well being.
Cheers - my beautiful friends!
love you all!

SEE ME

beautiful day
fresh air
happy face
wish every day of my life can stay in that mood

AUCKLAND STAY OVER

 was a beautiful night in auckland, funny a simple picture can remind a past journey and so clear...stories behind picture can be so different, oh well, never mind, here and there, happiness and sadness, friend today stranger tomorrow, move on...  

family day out

 great to be around with grandma and grandpa! just wish time can stop for a second...
lots of love to you both!!

hey you

 i hold my breath to catch you...

home made food

best food in the world - home made!

summer

 i had my summer, thank goodness! it was very short, though memorable.

green lake, brife wind, duck typing

this is at!love it!

here and there

i opened up sunshade, was shocked at that time, after around 11 hours flights, here i am ! pretty amazing!

ps: i was trying to upload the picture on my arrival day, though there was any blog accessible in China.


while live in two culture at one time? i don't know what others will say about this type of life, though i will say this is damn interesting.
to be honest, each time when i plan my vacation, two emotions come along with it: excitement and fear... sounds a bit stupid, and there is no words can explain... here i am in nz, yesterday i was in china.